it's good to have you back, tony.
you are older - and you feel it.
you are weaker - and you know it.
better face modern times.
and, take my humble advice, be creative and ride the wave of change: it is possible for a man turn out his own weaknesses into a new set of strenghts.
it will take you considerable pain.
it will take you considerable time.
it will cost you some people that only respect you because of your 'persona'.
but in the end, it will, if you are lucky,
save you.
and that is a lot, wouldn't you say?